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Thank God its a new year
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Lien on my Soul 24,881
I'm no good without you 4,026
...and heartbreak ensued. 77,950
Two A.M. 2,250

Okay, 2016 is gone and thank God for that. For the first time in three years I didn't lose a family member. My dad's dog Samantha was a close call. She has a very hard time walking but he refuses to let her go. I'm glad she's still here but I hate to see her surfer.

I didn't lose anyone personally but it seemed as though 2016 wanted to take all of the good memories from my childhood with all of the celebrities who passed. I was so happy to see 2017 ushered in to hopefully break the curse.

Again last year I strived to write 250k words and again I failed only writing about 152k. What can I say, I'm a slow writer. This year my goal will be only 200k. Who knows, maybe I'll make it. To those who write that many words in one story, my hat is off to you. I will this year, try my hand at original fic.

I've been wanting to do that and my wonderful beta masja_17 has been encouraging me, so wish me the best and I hope that all of you have a wonderful and Happy New year!


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RIP, Alma
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Another year, another loss. Today my big sister passed and even though I knew it was going to happen, it was still unexpected and painful. Very painful.

I wasn't solely responsible for her care as I had been for my mother, my niece bore the brunt of that, I was there to watch as her body withered away until she was no longer recognizable as the vibrant, beautiful woman I once knew.

My heart aches for my niece who has lost both of her parents in three years time. She went from a little girl to a woman with the things that were thrust upon her at her father's death, so please, anyone reading this hold her up in your prayers tonight.


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Fic Title: Two A.M.
Author: cillab42
Fandom/Genre: Spn RPF
Pairing(s): Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC17

Summary: Jared gets a surprise guest his first night in his new home.

A/N: This has not been beta'd, and yeah the mistakes are mine.


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Fic Title: …and heartbreak ensued
Author: cillab42
Artist: jessie_cristo73
Fandom/Genre: Spn RPF
Pairing(s): Jared/Jensen, Chris Kane/Steve Carlson, Tom Welling/Mike Rosenbaum, Chad Michael Murray/Matt Cohen,
Rating: NC17
Word Count: 75,041

Warnings: mentions of abortion, miscarriage, mpreg, A/B/O, werewolves, omegaverse, top!Jensen, Bottom!Jared, suicide attempt

Summary: Jared loves Jensen, he does; he just doesn’t like being an Omega. He’s assimilating, but he’ll never be the perfect Omega that society demands. After a year of hell, he’s still attempting to reconcile who he was with who he is now and the answers aren’t easy. Especially when Jared spends his free time dreaming of subjugating his Alpha and have Jensen bend to his will.

Jared plans to continue to struggle against his mate’s authority until Jensen comes to the aid of two Omegas whose problem takes up Jensen’s time and awaken a jealousy in Jared he wasn’t aware he had the capacity to feel.

A/N: Thanks Wendy for another great year of putting the spn_j2_bigbang together. Thanks once again to masja_17 for her skills as a beta. Any mistakes found are my own. Thanks to jessie_cristo73 for the gorgeous art and patience so please go here and show her some love. This is a timestamp to my Big bang from last year, Two Alphas walk into a bar...

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... and heartbreak ensued Chapter 25 who's a daddy
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... and heartbreak ensued Chapter 24 Home sweet home
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Chapter 25

... and heartbreak ensued Chapter 23 testimony
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Chapter 24

... and heartbreak ensued Chapter 22 National exposure
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... and heartbreak ensued Chapter 21 I’m going to tell your father
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