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Thank God its a new year

Lien on my Soul 24,881
I'm no good without you 4,026
...and heartbreak ensued. 77,950
Two A.M. 2,250

Okay, 2016 is gone and thank God for that. For the first time in three years I didn't lose a family member. My dad's dog Samantha was a close call. She has a very hard time walking but he refuses to let her go. I'm glad she's still here but I hate to see her surfer.

I didn't lose anyone personally but it seemed as though 2016 wanted to take all of the good memories from my childhood with all of the celebrities who passed. I was so happy to see 2017 ushered in to hopefully break the curse.

Again last year I strived to write 250k words and again I failed only writing about 152k. What can I say, I'm a slow writer. This year my goal will be only 200k. Who knows, maybe I'll make it. To those who write that many words in one story, my hat is off to you. I will this year, try my hand at original fic.

I've been wanting to do that and my wonderful beta masja_17 has been encouraging me, so wish me the best and I hope that all of you have a wonderful and Happy New year!


RIP, Alma

Another year, another loss. Today my big sister passed and even though I knew it was going to happen, it was still unexpected and painful. Very painful.

I wasn't solely responsible for her care as I had been for my mother, my niece bore the brunt of that, I was there to watch as her body withered away until she was no longer recognizable as the vibrant, beautiful woman I once knew.

My heart aches for my niece who has lost both of her parents in three years time. She went from a little girl to a woman with the things that were thrust upon her at her father's death, so please, anyone reading this hold her up in your prayers tonight.


I'm no good without you

Fic Title: I’m no good without you
Author: cillab42
Fandom/Genre: J2
Pairing(s): Jared/Jensen, Chris Kane/Chad Michael Murray
Rating: NC17
Word Count: 4026
Warnings: breath!play, abusive!jared, abused!jensen, voyeurism, manipulative!jared

Summary: Jared is no good for Jensen, but he just can’t seem to stay away.

A/N: This fic was written for this month’s smpc and is based on Rhianna’s Love on the brain. I do not advocate abusive relationships so please don’t berate me in the comments, this is my take on the song. Thanks masja_17 again for the excellent beta skills, any mistakes found are my own. I do not own Jared, Jensen or any of the people mentioned in the fic, I just borrowed their likeness.

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